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Tarapout

Journey to the End of the Night

Tarapout is a Paris venue that recurs in Ferdinand Bardamu’s attempts to find work and temporary comfort. It offers neither a lasting livelihood nor a reliable refuge: by the time he considers returning, the venue is no longer hiring, he has fallen out of favor there, and its performers have changed.

Work and the prospect of return

When Bardamu has only a hundred and fifty francs left and no clear employment prospect, he considers retrieving his medical practice in La Garenne-Rancy, but only as a last resort. He also thinks of returning to Tarapout, which is not hiring during the Depression. His former connection to the venue therefore cannot provide immediate security; instead, his colleague Parapine finds him a low-paid job at an institution where Parapine already works.

A fragile source of comfort

Later, as Bardamu worries through a period of doubt, he says he would have been glad to go back to Tarapout. His position at the institution has become precarious: he depends on his boss, Baryton, for both material and emotional comfort, while remaining unsure of his own mental stability. The possibility of returning to Tarapout appears alongside this dependence, but is not realized. Bardamu and Baryton can still talk about women, a subject that sometimes makes Baryton laugh and earns Bardamu a measure of credit, while the work relationship itself remains marked by low pay and contempt.

A changing venue and closed doors

When Bardamu later hears news of Tarapout, its performers have changed several times since his own period there. The English girls are said to be in Australia, and he is told that they will not return. He is also barred from going backstage after an incident involving Tania; he does not press the matter. This combination of a changed cast and restricted access makes the venue a place from which Bardamu is increasingly separated, rather than a stable point of return.

Narrative significance

Tarapout’s recurrence links Bardamu’s precarious employment to his shifting relations with institutions and people who control access to work. In one moment, the venue is a possible alternative to the institution where Baryton employs him; later, neither its vanished performers nor its backstage are available to him. The contrast with the institution is telling: the latter offers a job, but at a low salary and on terms set by the employer, while Tarapout survives in Bardamu’s thinking as an uncertain possibility that cannot resolve his insecurity.